The Real Me, Amaranth Fattie

Delightful Weekend

2007-01-28T01:59:00.000-08:00

Wheeeww...at last i find time to visit my blog. well well well...this weekends i spend it productively but we miss one of our gathering every saturday and yesterday it's lilet turns to treat us with her specialties but unfortunatetly we rather choose to stay in home to take rest and to wait for my sister updates in her condition.Jenn cooked spaghetti and monet did one of her forte so called "roll bread" bread with ham and cheese inside wooowww! so it seems we are celebrating a childrens party ehhehe....after that they watched dvd and me asual my fave habit sleeping so that's all for weekends.

Looking Forward...

2007-01-16T04:08:00.000-08:00

They said every spring festival we can buy any stuff or gadgets in a lower price. Well well... I'm planning to have a new cellphone this coming spring festival hope I can afford it. I'd like to have this soon hehehee...im very much excited to touch and enjoy the features of Motorola rzr v3i.

WINTER ALLERGY

2006-12-05T20:58:00.000-08:00

A couple weeks ago I suffered from skin allergy and it attacks only during winter, but for my case maybe I consider this as late reaction because this is not my first winter here in shanghai that’s why until now I keep on wondering why now?... Anyway, the rashes continuously spreading on my skin and the only I can do is to let it be or don’t mind the itchyness and pain I’m experiencing until today. Last Friday I can’t manage this kind of disease so I decided and convinced Jenn to rush me in hospital for first aid, I can’t take it long and want to speed things up. Fortunately the doctor gave me the best medicine and it’s very effective somehow compare to others I took before. Some of my friends told me don’t worry for its normal and don’t be too paranoid about it because it will worsen if I keep thinking. Meanwhile, need to take more rest, eat healthy foods, water therapy as much as possible.

Just want to say thanks to rheena's colleague in her office who helped us to coordinate with the hospital since we are afraid that they might not understand us and also Rheena. Of course Jenn whose taking care of me all the way.

Shopping

2006-11-24T06:18:00.000-08:00

I'm planning to buy something in Jingan so I went there to take a look and to buy another shirts but actually I have one already since the sytle really suits in my taste so it took an hour for me to find the store because im not familiar yet with the place. Unluckily I found the store but it's already close shiiiitttt....but anyway im still happy because I bought a cap vintage style (amber crombie) in a very cheap price I tried my best to ask for a discount and my favorite line "meyo ping indyen" a chinese language asking for a discount heheee... im not sure if that's correct as long the sales lady can understand me.

DREAMING

2006-11-23T03:48:00.000-08:00

There’s nothing wrong to have big dreams as long as you will do in your own way to achieve it. A year ago I learned from our training (Humans Being More Training) in my former company that we need to set a dream as in “Big Dream” so what we did was we posted in a large white paper all the pictures we’ve got in different sources and that pictures will determine all the dreams in your life. Our trainer said that everyday we should put somewhere else as long as we can glance to those pictures everyday and we need to do something as well, in order to meet those dreams. Now I still believe that one of this day all my dreams will come true!

Please read this:

Martin Luther King, jr.:

If you lose hope, somehow you lose the vitality that keeps life moving, you lose that courage to be, that quality that helps you go on in spite of it all. And so today I still have a dream.

Marcel Proust:

If a little dreaming is dangerous, the cure for it is not to dream less but to dream more, to dream all the time.

Jesse Jackson:

No one should negotiate their dreams. Dreams must be free to flee and fly high. No government, no legislature, has a right to limit your dreams. You should never agree to surrender your dreams.

Let me share this song:

If we hold on together... (Diana Rose)

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

2006-11-22T04:59:00.000-08:00

playing cards hhhmmm...gawin bang sugalan ang bahay nmn hahaa...

ganda gandahan sila...

ang cute ng mga fishesmasaya si ecel promise!

Am I look happy? of course Rheena gave me this cute cake! Thanks

This is too late to share how happy I am during my birthday but I don’t care as long as I’m happy and have freedom to share my feelings during my special day. Lately I’m very busy to prepare for my upcoming birthday whaaaahhhh! Felt so tired that time but at least I witnessed how they enjoyed my party.

TRULY BLESSED

2006-11-21T21:04:00.000-08:00

I’d rather say that I am truly blessed by our heavenly father because He gave me another chance and opportunity to work again in a good company despite that sometimes I don’t want to feel pressured on my work but with the help also of my family and friend’s advice and prayers, I realized that’s normal!.

Last month I decided to file a resignation with my former company which is really hard for me to do that, because in the first place I know this is my privilege to work in a well known company. But I need to give up my job even though I have no idea what will happen to me in 4 months. I’m lucky because all my friends are there for me especially monet and jenn, they never leave me whatever decisions I made instead they supported me all through out. Well guys thanks for that! Maybe I can say now that we’re tested and destined to be friends forever.

Well just want to say thank you very much to all my friends who gave me a great advice that helps me to face all challenges in life and never feel hopeless (you know who you are!). Of course thank you God for all the graces you gave me and God I know that you still listen in my heart’s desire though sometimes I forgot to be a good daughter and nice to every one.

My New Best Friend in Shanghai "Lok"

2006-10-26T08:38:00.000-07:00

"Lok" is not part of my plan actually, I want simple personal computer but when Jenn convinced me to buy this stuff so I don't feel any hesitation since I believe her she has the aptitude to choose the best one for me. Acel accompany her to go to baoshan to buy for our notebook computer. I never expect that they can still buy as if it's like brand new no scratch or even trace that it is already used. So now I'm enjoying to use it!...promise. I can easily communicate with my close friends in Manila using also webcam. Thanks Lok!... Because of him I do whatever I want siempei..

Friendship for me is...

2006-10-24T03:57:00.000-07:00

A- ccepts you as you are
B- elieves in "you"
C- alls you just to say "HI"
D- oesn't give up on you
E- nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
F- orgives your mistakes
G- ives unconditionally
H- elps you
I- nvites you over
J-ust "be" with you
K-eeps you close at heart
L- oves you for who you are
M-akes a difference in your life
N-ever Judges
O-ffers support
Q-uiets your fears
R-aises your spirits
S-ays nice things about you
T-ells you the truth when you need to hear it
U-nderstands you
V-alues you
W-alks beside you
X-plain things you don't understand
Y-ells when you won't listen and
Z-aps you back to reality

Let me share to you guys...I chose this article, for me having a good relationship with your close friends is really important. This afternoon I've read an article about friendship and there's one stanza that's really catched my attention and I want it to share with you also... "The hallmark of friendship is being more concerned with others than with yourself; remember, that's what makes friends".

Lately I've realized having few friends doesn't mean you're not friendly or kindda snobbish person. For me, i can have plenty of friends were in I can count with my fingers who's real and who's not.

THE REAL FATTIE

2006-10-22T00:17:00.000-07:00

My friends used to call me “Fattie", People think that I’m not friendly and not easy to go with but try to know me well and that’s time you can say “Ohhh..It’s only a first impression”. Well I’d rather say that I’m very straight forward person If there’s something wrong with you or I don’t even like your traits, you’ll not exist as if you’re not there.

Well I’m very happy because at last I’ve created my own blog with the help of my other friends. Actually they encouraged me to have this long time ago but since my time can’t afford it and in the beginning it didn’t look interesting for me… Later on, I found out that through blogging, It can help me express feelings and also wake my writing skills. Hopefully through this, you’ll get to know me better.

How would I describe myself using my name? Oh then let me try

F- Fighter in every struggles I’ve encountered, especially when my mom passed away last year. It was very devastating moment of my life but still my friends was there for me to support me. I mourned without my significant other but still need to move on and fight again for the next chapter of my life.
A- Acceptance is the best way to forgive for those people who made mistakes. Sometimes we misunderstood the foul attitudes of our closest friends but no matter she or he is, you have to accept them.
T- Trust worthy? Well it’s really hard to trust, but you will only know a real person if there’s an issue happened and yet still there to have a small talk and discuss it. That means, he/she’s willing to open up and to recover the friendship.
T- Temper, I loose my temper especially if my allergic rhinitis attacks me and I’m allergic especially if you’re Fake. I get irritated If they’re pretending to be nice but deep inside it’s rubbish yucckkss..
I- I’m inspired!..
E-Eye catcher naks!.

Looks might be deceiving, so if you have chance to get know me better you’re privilege to see the real me.

interview day

2006-10-12T01:52:00.000-07:00

I have two appointments today for a possible new job. The first one was great, he's friendly and nice, while the other is totally opposite. Well, that's life. I have to enjoy here or else... Anyway, despite of that, my significant other is always supportive.

Actually, this is my first post and I would like it to be memorable.

As for the meantime, I dont have a mood to write.